how can one man save the world?...

"For god so loved the world he gave his only son".......dont wanna blasphem but they world aint saved yet.I mean shyt who am i to talk...as far as i know my dad was a damn big time drug dealer gang bangin crackhead...not no religion startin power havin big guy in da sky but that doesnt stop me from trying to save the world.every person that has come to know me i am more then just teddy the nigga who knows millions of females and has da answer to everything or tekneek da rapper neva scared to battle nebody murda anythign movin...they know Tashon Jerrel Tutt...the real me the guy who wants everybody to like him or they guy who is always there to consul anybody over any issue and usually have a remedy..but not this time this time i need help...i have spent the last couple years of my life dedicated to helpin my damn self when deep in my heart i want to help everyone around me i want zaria n khaya n lauren( my niece n 2 sisters) to be happy i want all my homeboys and they ppl to be happy but i mean damn i cant do it alone.all my life i have felt like if i make everybody around me happy then shyt maybe thing wud be easier for me u kno...i was fooled big time nobody gives a damn about how u feel or what ur tryin to do all they care about is them them them fuck them.....i mean when is a nice guy bein too nice namean? im the type of person who will give my all no matter what it is be it relationship friendship i dont give a damn im im doin a damn puzzle...ima solve dat bitch wit 110% effort namean so why when i try n try to help some people i give dat same effort yet nothing happens i mean nothing they dont change i dont feel any better nothing so what am i to do?.....how can i change da world if nobody wants to give even a lil bit of themselves to the cause nobdy wants to help out not even a lil bit.....shyt i say fuck nowadays and do my own thing i got enuff issues in my life then to worry about u and urz..i mean i wanna help sure im always hea but i refuse to put myself out der....hell naw fuck dat and fuck it well